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#SexIsHuman–Let’s Talk About It, Shall We?

Couple having sex - man on topThis very thoughtful article by erotica editor extraordinaire Rachel Kramer Bussell has pulled me out of my year-long blogging doldrum. I might write another post about my hiatus from blogging, but right now, I want you to think about sex. Actually, I want you to think about erotica and sex.

Erotica is a written story involving sex designed to titillate–the imagination as well as the body. The relationship between the people in the story is incidental to the sex, and Happily-Ever-Afters are not a necessary a component. More often than not, the endings are ambiguous. Some people have referred to erotica dismissively as written porn, but that sells the genre short.

The best erotica, the kind I write under my primary erotic pen name, and the kind Rachel Bussell ensures in every one of her anthologies, goes beyond one-handed reading. There is almost always some character development and a fundamental change or experience that would never happen without the sex in the story.  Often, erotica examines some part of our sexual nature or humanness. For example, Brandy Fox’s If Mom’s Happy: Stories of Erotic Mothersis an entire collection about women and their sexuality as mothers.

Sex changes us. Life changes how we approach sex. Erotica helps us delve into who we are, and it helps us grow. Erotica usually goes into graphic detail, and we shouldn’t be ashamed of that kind of detail.

In the wake of the success of Fifty Shades of Grey, Tom Bissell opined in GQ about his experiences with consuming erotica and the role the reader plays. “To write about sex well, you have to be brave. To read about sex well, though, you have to be honest. You have to be willing to be turned on, and you have to be willing to be disgusted; you also have to understand the difference between being turned on and being disgusted. That’s the nutshell history of censorship: turned-on people claiming to be disgusted.”                                                                                      –from linked article

As a writer, my primary function is to entertain people. Regardless of what genre I am working on, I focus on reader expectation. People buying erotica expect a certain kind of entertainment. When I provide them what they are looking for, I’m happy, they’re happy–we’re all happy!  If I were writing comedy and no one was laughing, I’d be failing. If someone were to send me an email telling me they got off when reading a story, I’d have to take it as a compliment. I don’t really want to know the details, thank you. I’m not so sure I’d be so thrilled about them thinking about “ME” while they get off because…I am not my characters. I use a lot of imagination when I write. LOL.

As a writer in multiple genres, I now use FOUR DIFFERENT names for my writing

The first pen name is one I have told absolutely no one, but it’s making me a good chunk of change. There are kinks in this world that are not well understood, and anytime someone spends any length of time writing to their world, they buy it. Nothing beats feeling understood. This one really borders on the “turned-on claiming to be disgusted” vibe for me. I’m not EVER going to partake in the kind of sexual acts I write about as this pen name, but it’s hard to not get turned on by them anyway. (Fantasy vs. reality is a big part of this whole thing, and worthy of its own discussion sometime.)

I spend an hour or two writing a 2-3,000 word short story, edit it for grammar, slap a home-made cover on it, and publish it for $2.99.  For those of you paying attention–that’s about the same price-point most romance writers choose for their 50,000 word novellas.

The second pen name is for my mainstream erotica and is one I share with people who ask–except certain relatives or guys who are looking at my boobs instead of my face when they ask me about it. Like in the article linked at the beginning of this post, I have been mostly lucky about not being approached by weirdos who conflate me with my writing.

I totally enjoy writing erotica, but I use a pen name for various reasons. Back in 2010, my daughter was freaking out over my sullying the Rockenbeck name. She didn’t want any confusion between my erotic work and her (as yet unpublished) fantasy fiction. I’m glad I did go with a pen name, because publishing erotica at Amazon screws up your links, and I’d hate to have my murder mystery cast into the Amazon dungeon because of my name being linked to erotica.

What? Yep. Amazon works against itself by limiting how people see erotica on their storefront.  Amazon dumps kinky stories into their dungeon. Why is this? Amazon totally buys into this ridiculous, pearl-clutching narrative that explicit sex is wrong or needs to be hidden. (Unless it’s a best-seller.) In order to find certain stories, people have to know the name of the story or get lucky with their searches.

The third pen name I use is for a new steamy romance joint pen name that a friend and I are working on together. They don’t want to be identified, but I feel like the basically vanilla sex in it is so far removed from the kinkier stuff I write under my other two pen names that I’m fine sharing it. The main difference between the erotica and the romance is the romance is novella/novel length and the relationship between the people is definitely a romance where they end up with their Happily Ever After.

I love this project because working as a writer is fundamentally a lonely venture. With Juno Chase, I’ve got someone to plot stories with. We hang out together in person to brainstorm characters and nit-pick each other’s writing–tearing it apart and figuring out how to put it back together again. Having a colleague as a writer is precious and awesome! The first is up for sale, the second is going up this week sometime. We’re about to send our fourth book to the editor, and each book is better than the previous one.  The writing is stronger, the plots are more cohesive, and the stories get longer.

The fourth name I write under is my legal name, Laurie Rockenbeck, I am writing mysteries, thrillers, and mainstream fiction. I fully expect to hear from unhappy people when my first novel, Bound to Die comes out. (SOON!) But, there’s no sex in that book, and I expect the hate to come simply from my protagonist being a transmale detective.

What kind of reactions do I get from people?

With the really kinky pen name, I’ve yet to receive any email from anyone. I think the people who read those particular stories are not wanting to be identified. And there are zero reviews on the store-front.  And, while I’m very sex-positive, I would be stupid to not recognize that some kinks and fetishes are considered unusual or even disgusting.

With my erotic pen name, I’ve had a couple of comments about people enjoying the stories and how they have gotten off while reading them–but these are usually part of the public reviews on Amazon or Goodreads.  I take it as a compliment because…well…I WROTE THEM to excite people. I’ve only gotten one harassing email, and that was from a disgruntled author I turned away for an anthology.

I’ve never gotten any weirdo reactions to my writing about sex in person, either. Most people are intrigued by a middle-aged woman who will actually admit to knowing plenty about flogging and handcuffs. (Research can be a lot of fun.) I’m most often asked “how I got started” writing erotica, not about my own private sexual inclinations.

Talking about sex can be tricky and uncomfortable, but until people are willing to admit they think about sex or enjoy reading erotica, it’s going to remain taboo. Amazon will continue to toss erotic work into their dungeon and hide it from you. You can help change that by normalizing it. Don’t be afraid to admit you read whatever you read. Leave reviews. Talk about it.

#sexishuman

 

Note: I completely forgot a fifth name I use for creating content over at blog-mutt. I can’t remember why I didn’t go with my legal name over there, because all I do is write 400 word blog posts for $8 a pop. It’s a quick way to make $32 in an hour when I’m bored.

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Double Duty NaNoWriMo

For various reasons that I know I won’t be able to fully articulate, I’m admitting my own insanity in public. Maybe it’s an underlying egomania that wants you all to know just how hard I really am working at this writing “thing” this month.As a matter of fact, the number of words you see for my NaNoWriMo ticker is actually roughly double that. Yes. I’m writing TWO projects during the month of November. For a variety of reasons, I decided I wanted to see what would happen if I split myself in two and honestly went at work on two projects with my two different writing personae.

The first project I can talk about openly and freely because it’s a literary fiction piece that involves a regular sort of person dealing with extraordinary events in her life. Her husband is in an accident and put in a coma for twelve weeks. During those twelve weeks she has quite a few personal ups and downs, though I’m not yet sure what they will all be as I’m still just writing that. The story will ultimately focus on the time after her husband has returned home and is re-entering family life. My sixteen year old rolled her eyes and told me something to the effect that it had to be literary fiction because it was depressing and serious. She continued with telling me that everything I write is disturbing.

That was certainly the case for the novel I wrote two years ago that is on an editing hiatus. I got the insight I needed to fix it a while ago, but haven’t gotten around to opening it up and re-writing the entire novel from a different point of view and in retrospective instead of current time. This approach fixes that whole pesky “Unreliable Narrator” problem I was having trying to write about a teenager going through a heartbreaking and self-destructive time.

The other novel I’m writing is under a different name that, so far, only my hubby and a friend or two know. It shouldn’t surprise anyone who knows me well that I am interested in writing romantic smut. Okay, okay, the term I prefer is “erotica” because it’s well written and there is a story to what I write. But, the last thing I really want to have happen is for someone to do a search on the Rockenbeck last name and have it connected with such overtly adult material. Let’s say it’s somewhere between the low-level Harlequin Blaze program and Anne Rice’s Beauty series in it’s level of content.

I find myself wanting to be in the open about this somewhat covert activity more keenly because of the recent elections. My mind has been a-whirl with some of the campaign rhetoric of people who scare the hell out of me on any number of levels. I know that a lot of people made fun of Christine O’Donnell when she put up the commercial declaring “I’m not a Witch, I’m just like You.” Well, no, ma’am you most certainly are not just like me. I’m far more concerned with her up-tight Victorian-era rigidity and fear of sex and can no longer stay completely mum about my own views on the subject. (See this link for more…)

Unless people like me–normal Americans with homes, families, two cats, two cars and a garage admit that sex (and even “GASP” masturbation) is part of our normal daily lives, people like that are just going to gain ground politically and socially. Their anti-sex, fear mongering, anti-homosexual, anti-freedom rhetoric is cloaked by their use of the American flag and their so-called claims to God and country.

I, for one, am sick of it. So, every once in a while, I will make references here and there to my other, still mostly closeted persona. And, I won’t be afraid to mention sex here. No worries about me getting graphic on wordpress, but neither will I be utterly complicit by my continued silence.

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